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What Hurts The Most by stubornaries, literature

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What Hurts The Most

I cut myself open And pour it out for you And somehow I trust That you'll know what to do. I pray you don't hurt me I'm not sure my heart can take Another rejection from you Another little break. I know this for certain That one more little crack Will undo what I'm made of Please don't take it all back. I pour out my soul to you Hoping you'll understand me I really am trying hard I wish you could see. So please give me one more chance To prove that I deserve you Let me show you what I'm made of And you can choose what to do.

Someday by stubornaries, literature

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Someday

I sit silent waiting my mind is racing pacing faster, slower backward, foreward back and forth and back and forth like a speeding train it quiets for no one and refuses to slow down wondering hoping that someday someway I'll find my place in this crazy world of crazy things and the speed is amazing beating all odds the race is never won never fun the speed of light can't beat it and I'm amazed I'm still alive with the constant maze beating through my head just waiting for someday someway to slow down

Angel of Hope by stubornaries, literature

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Angel of Hope

I stand at the edge of a battlefield Holding my breathe Waiting for my life to be taken Far off a light shines A ray of hope The face of an angel My comrades call to me for backup My heart calls to me from the other direction I'm torn in two My body follows my fellow soldiers My soul follows the angel of hope I go two separate ways I may have died on that battlefield My soul may have had no place to go If not for my angel of hope

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City of One by stubornaries, literature

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City of One

Alone again in the corners of my mind I contemplate where I've been And where I'll go from here I see my future ahead Hazy, like a fog on the sea The depths of my soul untouched I don't know what I want Or who I am Or why I'm even here The dark recesses of my mind Scary if you venture in alone Are all mine to dwell upon And you wonder if you ever really know someone Or if they even really care And your time on earth to know is fleeting Use it wisely Live for yourself alone Depend on no one On my last day on earth I'll look back and not regret Because then and only then I'll finally know myself

Never Ending Wishes by stubornaries, literature

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Never Ending Wishes

The night sky an open void waiting to be filled with my hopes my dreams my never ending wishes. She has a jar for me up there filled with so many things with my hopes my dreams my never ending wishes. She keeps them safe until one day she'll let them out my hopes my dreams my never ending wishes. On that day I'll be fulfilled but I'll always add more to my hopes my dreams my never ending wishes.

The Girl At The Party by stubornaries, literature

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The Girl At The Party

The girl at the party stands up by the wall, But who will catch her if by chance she does fall? She knows that she does not belong here. All she wants is to go home and read a book, But for paranoid parents thats all that it took, She was suddenly labeled a loner. It's not your place to place a name, It's not your place to place all the blame, Find another outlet for your self-esteem problems. Your daughter is fine just a little different, It's ok not to fit the mold so perfect, The world would be so boring with copies. When she finally found herself a group You jumped for joy and patted her back But she hurt on the inside becau

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Broken Pieces by stubornaries, literature

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Broken Pieces

My heart, It's not quite mended. It was broken in two, Then put back together again. But I think a few pieces, Got lost along the way. You try to make it all better. You try to pick up the pieces. But love, you should know, I'm still broken. I'm still hurting. My mom tells me never to forget. She thinks I have. Mommy, you don't know how wrong you are. I can't forget. Even if I tried. I still cry. I still hurt. I'm still broken. Maybe someday I'll be mended. Maybe someday I'll be completely happy. But until that happens, You'll still have to pick up the broken pieces, Of my heart.

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The Angel by stubornaries, literature

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The Angel

When the angel flapped his wings and flew You wonder if you can follow too But the world of angels is not for you A lonely mortal here must dwell. The sands of time spread you apart And you stand waiting in the dark The angel left you with his heart You watch him fly away. Someday soon you know you'll find The path to leave it all behind A way to calm your troubled mind And heaven's gate will open. There he stands with wings out spread To welcome all the worthy dead A place to rest your weary head You've found your angel once again. This time you won't let him go Its time for everyone to know He is your true love and so You

Like A Dream by stubornaries, literature

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Like A Dream

Last night I looked up at the stars. I've never seen something so amazing. I thought I could fall into the sky, and drift away. What a perfect space, what a wonderful place. I think heaven fell from the sky, and now everyone's wishing they were here. Maybe my rose garden learned to fly, and that's why it looks like that up there. My dreams are up up and away. I'm lost in this perfect day, and perfect night. Is there something that can top this sight? The dewdrops kiss the grass oh so gently. And the moon shimmers like a spring stream. Seasons will change, and the leaves may fall, but my sky will always stay... like a dream

Love Can Cross Any Boundaries by stubornaries, literature

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Love Can Cross Any Boundaries

No gimmicks, no lies, nothing to hide. The safeness I feel with your hand on mine. No danger, no fear, let's just ride the tide. Let's forget all the people that stand by. No matter the colors, black and white, No matter the religions, Christian and Jew, No matter the genders, man and man, woman and woman. Love is something sacred, no matter who you are. The difference shouldn't matter, so lets wish on a star, That people start forgetting, and don't stop and stare. Who cares how it happens, as long as its there. Love can cross any boundaries.

Time Control by stubornaries, literature

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Time Control

When I'm with you the world is out of focus. It spins around me and becomes a blur. Time stops. All that matters is laying in your arms. I never knew I could feel like this. This dreamy state of nothingness. I don't need to worry about anything. You make it all ok. They point and stare. They say mean things. You look at me and see me for me. You see the beauty inside. You help me when I'm down. A loving kiss can make my day. I just want to say, Thank you for all that you are. Whether you know it or not, You are pure and good. Your soul shines clear and true. Don't ever change.

Real Family by stubornaries, literature

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Real Family

You try and hide behind your facade. You worry about what people see. I see who you really are. And its beautiful. You've been hurt, thats clear as day. But please don't listen to what they say. I know whats it like. To hide everyday. To want to run away. To want to give up. Its a scary feeling. But they don't dictate who we are. They can't control us. Don't let them affect you. You know who really loves you. "Family takes care of family." Blood does not determine family. Family is chosen. The people who really care. The people who try to help. The people who are always there. That is family. We will watch over you. We

No Lies by stubornaries, literature

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No Lies

Standing in the doorway. Opening up the sky. Breaking down the walls, of my lies. The mask I wear. Each and every day. Is crashing down, to the ground. It's smashed up pieces now. And I never thought I would ever let it fall. The colors never to shine through. But somehow in the dark, I leaned on you, and now my lies are dripping away. Slowly melting, the lies on my heart. The new skin forming underneath. Its raw and painful, but I dont seem to care... anymore. I love this feeling. This is my new freedom. I hated so much being chained. And somehow my friends taught me what I never thought I would learn. Be yourself. On

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: SUNY Oneonta
Favourite genre of music: Pop, Rock, Country, you name it
Favourite photographer: wbskinner here on dA
Operating System: Windows XP baby!
MP3 player of choice: Creative Labs XD
Shell of choice: Blackbox - bblean
Wallpaper of choice: It changes constantly. Right now I'm on a Harry Potter kick, so it's a Hermione one
Skin of choice: "ultrablue"
Favourite cartoon character: SpongeBob Squarepants
Personal Quote: Life should have no boundaries.

Favourite Visual Artist

Norman Rockwell

Favourite Movies

Harry Potter Goblet of Fire (saw it opening night!) and Lord of the Rings (the 3rd one's the best)

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Michelle Branch, Sugarland

Favourite Writers

J.K. Rowling. Yes, I'm a Harry Potter geek... so sue me

Favourite Games

SIMs... take your anger out on the pixel people

Favourite Gaming Platform

errr... my computer? does that count?

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my mind and my voice is all i need

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Dec 4, 2006

Finals are soon, thank gods

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Well, the semester is almost over, which is great. This semester has been really rough, in many ways. Between the hell of schoolwork and my grandfather dying and my cousin in the hospital... it's been rough. Not to mention barely seeing Dave this semester. He's been very patient to wait for me for this long. I'm just looking forward to a nice long month of doing nothing but spending time with Dave and my family, and spending time doing what I love to do. I haven't had time for me since well, pretty much since August. And Even then there was work. Oi. Only 10 more days. I can do this.

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Aug 7, 2006

deviantART = slow

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So, deviantART finally decided that two of my pieces were copyright violations. Funny, because they've been up for almost 2 years now with no mention of anything, and NOW it's a violation. Um, I believe that I posted right on the deviation that the actually pieces of the dolls weren't made by me, but I was given permission by the site to use them (such is the nature of a doll site), and I was the one who arranged them to look as they were, and I was the one who added words and things to the pic. Oh well, it's not like it really matters anyway. I don't do much on here anyway, I just use it for getting wallpapers and such. Besides, the way devi

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Sep 1, 2005

done done done!

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AHAHAHA! FINALLY! I finally got through all the old journals and deviations that I didn't read over the summer. It was 295 images when I started, and at least 50 journals. Don't forget to add in the average daily deviations that people add. So it was probably close to 400 things to look at. And I finally did it. Done. I'm so proud... and a little bored. What will I do with all this spare time??!! Oh yeah... homework XD